Tuesday, August 30, 2005
"Only A Few People Can Call Me That. You're Good..."

[Shooting Stars]: Normal
[Satellites]: Sorry - Maria Mena

Ah, another sad sad song on my list.

Today I saw two flashes from the past. It was ten minutes until close, and who do I see walking through the store but Ryan Sorey and Brian "BJ" Galloway. Man, I haven't seen those two since 8th grade. And I haven't really been around them since 6th. When they saw me their eyes widened and they stopped in their tracks to come talk to me. Both of them dropped out freshman year, and I guess BJ has been living across from Ferris in those apartments for a while now. He told me that he's coming back to school this next year though, which is cool to hear. I always liked that kid, and it was really disappointing to see how many of the boys from the early days went bad. At least he's trying to fix it up, at least somewhat. Anyways, it was cool seeing them again.

Dan came over this morning, we hung out, then went to lunch and hung out at the 29th strip. Then he rode the bus home, and I rode to work. Ha, there was this guy who got on the bus right before Dan's stop to get off. He was a good looking guy, tan and muscley, who had obviously just gotten done doing some manly work, because he was in dusty work clothes (in a hott way, not a nasty way), and Dan whispered a comment "Oh no, I have trouble now once I leave" as a joke. Well, as soon as Dan gets off, the guy actually does turn to me and starts talking to me. His name in Jason-Alexander, he works construction, and was trying to find his way downtown but was on the wrong bus. But anyways.

Work was easy, boring, and I got done early. Tomorrow is a big sale, and it's supposed to be crazy and a mess. Ha, I'm off.

I got a call from a guy at Cold Stone, and now they want me to come for an interview too. Or as they called it, an "audition". It's right after my training tomorrow at Baskin Robins. Ha, I am a work whore.

So um, this morning I broke. I suck.

I'm gonna go. My brother wants on, and I want to go put pictures in my new frames that I bought. Bye.

Posted at 11:41 pm by ac_repair_love

 

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