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Wednesday, December 31, 2003
Time, Sometimes The time Just Slips Away
[Mood]: Nothing Special
[Music]: Gravity - A Perfect Circle
Well, so tonight is the New Year's Eve party. It should be fun. Gonna have Nikki, Kaiti, Avery, and Peter, Liz is going to come for some of it, Sara is going to try and make an appearance, and Lisa is going to spend the night. Yay. I don't see too much of her anymore. We can catch up on stuff. Except I don't really feel like talking about any of my new stuff right now.
Man, ya know what is a hella funny movie? 2Ge+her. Freaking funny. I wish they still played it on MTV. Cause you can't rent it since it was made for TV. It sucks. And they don't have the show anymore because QT died. So sad. Man, I need to get their first CD, and find a way to see the movie again. Anyways....
I got to talk to Cory Allen today. It made me happy. He called and started talking to Sarah, because of course, he never asks if it's me first. I wish I could see him tonight. Such a sweetie. I miss him. Ha, my little 4-year-old boyfriend. Yes yes. I just get to see Dare tonight. Oh goodie. Darel Dean Klein IV. I still think that is the greatest name in the history of names.
Well, I was writting on my grafitti wall earlier, and I found some lyrics that I liked, so Imma share some with yall:
"Sunshine
You're the best time
I ever, ever had
But I think I made you feel bad
The black fly on your necktie
Time after time"
"I was living for a dream,
Loving for a moment.
Taking on the world,
That was just my style.
Now I look in your eyes,
I can see forever.
The search is over,
You were with me all the while"
"He makes me laugh
He'll make me cry
And when we talk
He wonders why
That I can't breathe
Into this life
With the things he says
I wanna die"
"This is what she says to get her through it:
If I don't let myself be happy now, then when?
If not now, when?"
And "Standing in the rain
You're mad at me again
Messages so clear
And I want out
Just like that
You think you know it
But that's not where I come from
And that's not where I'm at"
So yea, that's all. Gotta go get ready. Mahal Kita
Always,
Megan
Posted at 05:41 pm by ac_repair_love
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Let's Never Find This Life Again, Never Find Our Way Again
[Mood]: Tired
[Music]: Fuck Off - Reel Big Fish
Ha, I think it's kind of funny how I've found my way into so many people's blogs lately. People taking interest in other people's lives. Makes me laugh. Hmm... out of the entries I just read, from 4 different people, 2 of them we quite excited.
...The one that should've been the most excited, wasn't....
Nopes, not gonna get all whiney about this. Cause really, how stupid would that be? Lol, I've started fucking things up early on like that in the past. Not a good idea. So no. I'm just tired that's all. I'm sure that's it. We're both just tired. It'll be good tonight. Mahal Kita
Always,
Megan
Braving December - Emm Gryner
Impossible, the frost has coated up the girl
The nature store details the great size of this world
A flicker in the sunshine
A crevice where you stay
Arms around the thoughtwaves
The thief that got away
Braving December
I will remember you
As the new year brings its chaos around
Move the days along
Bring adventure on
And I'll find my way back to you somehow
The genius seeks a model star with a pottery mind
The riches will cascade I say but he's looking at the time
An angel in the avalanche
A corner where you breathe
Arms around the thoughtwaves
The calm that sets you free
Braving December
I will remember you
As the new year brings it chaos around
Move the days along
Bring adventure on
And I'll find my way back to you somehow
Somehow...
Impossible, the rain goes interrupting the snow
Didn't know your name until the middle of the road
You're a flicker in the sunshine
A dream that slid away
The icing on my winter
The thief that got away
Braving December
I will remember you
As the new year brings its chaos around
Move the days along
Bring adventure on
And I'll find my way back to you
Find my way back to you somehow
Posted at 09:45 am by ac_repair_love
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Can't Even Think Right Now, Let Alone Come Up With A Title
[Mood]: Extremely Tired
[Music]: Forgiven - Alanis Morissette
Wow, that was so... weird. Caught me off gaurd. "Your boyfriend". I dunno why that freaked me out. But yea. Not in a bad way. Just in a, wasn't-expecting-that way. Heh, nobody's been able to mutter that phrase about me for 4 months now. I got used to not hearing it. And the thing is, I'm supposed to feel all different now, but I don't...
Good. Screw that. I'm doing it my way. Ha, it sure was weird though...
Posted at 02:03 am by ac_repair_love
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GUOTS!!!
It's MY life!
Don't you forget....
"You know what you do to me..."
A guy like you should have a warning!
"This is the worst fucking toast I have ever had!"
"I'm looking for someone who I can depend on, and who will depend on me. And... I saw that in you."
"Man... this is what I want..."
"Oh, well, you winked at me and my pants caught on fire"
So here I am
And from the back of my mind
An image, a memory,
Another ghost
You won’t be coming back again
"You don't recover from a night like this..."
I always was one for proving people wrong
"God... I wanted to kiss you. I wanted to hug you. I wanted to take you home and place you on my shelf. But I can't..."
"You are just devine"
It's funny, because now I look back on that night, and I can see it with such clarity. I think about that night, and what happened. It was like you were begging me. You were begging me to love you; to not let you down. It was different than I have ever been begged with before. For the first time, someone was looking me right in the eyes, and pleading with me, and I knew that it was okay if I said no. It was okay if I let them down. Because I knew that no matter what choice I made in that moment, that they loved me. And that they would continue to love me, unconditionally. That is why I said yes. That is why I let you in, and did what I did. I did it because I knew that it would have been okay if I hadn't...
"Because, if you fall... you fall, man!"
"You are a dark chocolate with the cream filling..."
"It will always be there"
Just because I love him... that will never take away from how much I can love you. My heart is endless. And you will always be my everything, even if he is my something....
"I figure if a have chocolate then everybody will love me."
****: ha, you make me laugh
^^^^: you make me shwing
If all my days go wrong, I'll think about that night.
It went right.
"I think you are forgetting what we have. Or had... in your eyes"
People are often unreasonable
and selfcentered.
Forgive them anyway.
If you are kind people may
accuse you of ulterior motives.
Be kind anyway.
If you are honest,
people may cheat you.
Be honest anyway.
If you find happiness,
people may be jealous.
Be happy anyway.
The good you do today
may be forgotten tomorrow.
Do good anyway.
Give the world the best you have
and it may never be enough.
Give your best anyway.
For you see, in the end
it is between you and God.
It was never between
you and them anyway.
-Mother Teresa
Where I need to be...
Seaside, Oregon
Under a willow tree (in Spring)
Backpacking Europe
New York City
La Seine (at night)
Alaska
The countryside (any will do)
The mountains
"You're the worst fucking fire fucker I've ever met!"
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