Well, as you can see, I've taken a bit of a break from writing anything in here. Things have been busier than hell, and right now I just feel like absolutely nothing is going right.

Things seem to be on the rocks with Dan lately. We argue about every little thing and it's just getting so old. I feel like I can't say anything to him without him getting pissed off or offended. He's not happy about being back at school, and he's taking it so hard that he's letting it affect every little thing. I'm just getting sick of trying to coax him through everything and force him to talk to me about what his issue is. He probably thinks I'm being just as big of a bitch, but that's mostly me just feeding off of his negativity. I don't know what to do about it. I just feel like I'm wasting my time trying to help him, and he just already has it in his head that he hates everything right now. I dunno. I just hope all this bickering stops soon, or I'm going to freak.

I'm sick right now, and it's making me really tired. Plus it's making my voice crap out. We had to sing our solos for the class today, and I sounded like shit and looked like an idiot who didn't know my song. Yeah, I was pretty upset. It seems like all my ideas of this year, musically, are not happening. Another thing is my placement in Symphonic. This sounds like the stupidest thing to be upset over, and it really truely is, but I was disappointed that I didn't make "molases", or top row. I have been the last two years, and then suddenly I get my spot taken by some sophmores, and I am down to the third row. It's idiotic, but it's really been rubbing me the wrong way. I feel like I've been demoted, even though I know I haven't really been.